In approximately 2008, I had a profound dream. In the dream, my Spirit Guide came to me. He sat down next to me and said very seriously, "You are Jesus." I shook my head and looked at him in disbelief and said, "No." He repeated, "Yes, you are Jesus." I put my head down into my hands covering my face and in my knowing that this was true, said to myself, "This (knowing) cannot be about ego." And that was the end of the dream.
The next morning I was having a gathering of people at my house for spiritual discussion. One of my friends surprised me by coming early. When I opened the door, she handed me a gift. It was a book called, "The Third Jesus." Wow, it felt like confirmation of my dream.
I took me a little while to process that dream. I mean, I knew I wasn't really Jesus and didn't think I was actually him in another lifetime, so what did it mean? First, I realized that I was a healer, a teacher and a way-shower, so in that sense, it made sense - I was on the same path as Jesus, similar to him in ways. Then, I realized that what my Spirit Guide probably meant was that I have Christ Consciousness. The second coming of Christ on this planet is not the return of Jesus, the man. It is the return of Christ Consciousness embodied in many people around the world who anchor and spread this vibration throughout the planet. I know I embody this ( I AM this) and spread this vibration through me.
During my intense struggles in 2012, I used to say that I was being crucified. I was a high-vibrational being, living in truth, being a healer, being love and yet I was being torn down by many people. It felt like I was walking in similar footsteps as Jesus. I had to speak my truth and hold forgiveness in my heart no matter what. So, I suppose my dream was helping to prepare me for coming days, I just didn't know it at the time.
I am not totally sure why I had that dream or what it meant, but it was a profound (and very surprising!) experience. It was a very personal experience that I don't share with many people...until now by writing it here. I am doing this openly because perhaps more people have had experiences like this, but because of fear of seeming like one has a big ego or what other people may think, they hide their experiences. My purpose in writing about these experiences is to open up that platform - to help others feel comfortable in sharing their own profound spiritual experiences. Perhaps if someone reads this and also has had a profound spiritual experience that they have kept secret, they may feel liberated enough to tell someone about it knowing that there are others who have had similar experiences. Once I started telling a select few people about my experiences, they started telling me that they had had similar "Jesus experiences". So, go and tell your stories! And, I will keep telling mine.