tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16640113087732267432024-02-16T12:50:41.249-08:00Truth Into LightStephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.comBlogger33125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-32179694576176494202019-07-30T14:36:00.001-07:002020-02-14T14:48:35.315-08:00An 'Accidental' Meeting, Miraculous Healing, and Heart-Exploding Love - A Twin Flame Story<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">On the morning of December 8th, I looked at my calendar and saw that I had written in the open house. As I contemplated going, an unusual apprehension and shyness came over me. "Who was I to go somewhere just to get free food sensitivity testing?" Somehow I felt like I'd be taking advantage, even though it was a free offering. Insecurity filled me. I suddenly felt too shy to go. I stayed home.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Two days later, on Monday, December 10th, 2012, I was sitting in my car at a red light. A car from behind me crashed into my car at what seemed like full speed. The impact caused my car to crash into the car in front of me. My head hit the headrest behind me and I screamed. My son in the back seat shouted, "Did you die?!" "No, I didn't die," I told him. My car was totaled. It was sandwiched in between the two cars. My son was okay. I was not.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">When the ambulance arrived, I got in. There were two very handsome paramedics attending to me. I was nauseous, so I held a plastic basin on my lap the whole time, feeling as if I would vomit. They asked me questions and I responded with very slow, slurred speech and found it hard to talk. They were very nice. I didn't have health insurance, so I didn't want them to drive me to the hospital. I knew I needed help, but didn't know how I would pay for the care. A friend who was supposed to be meeting me at my destination came to the ambulance. I decided to go with him instead of with the paramedics. He would drive my son and me to a friend's house. On the way, I knew something was very wrong with me. I could not find words. I could not speak correctly. My brain had been very badly damaged and I knew it. I asked my friend to drop me off at the emergency room and he brought my son to our friend's house. Later, this friend told me that I had been using all the wrong words when speaking and I hadn't even realized it.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">At the hospital, so many nice and beautiful doctors and nurses attended to me. It all felt surreal, just like it did in the ambulance. It felt like the two paramedics and all the nice doctors and nurses were also angels. I felt surrounded by love and caring.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">I noticed something while I was sitting on the gurney in the hallway in the ER. They didn't have a room for me, so I was sitting out in the open space. I noticed that I was numb from the waist up, including my head. I could not feel my skin. This was very concerning to me, so I told some of the doctors and nurses when they'd come over to check on me. They all said the same thing, "It just from shock. The feeling will come back." They told me I would be in tremendous pain the next day and they gave me prescriptions for muscle relaxers and pain killers. Every time a doctor or nurse came by to check on me, they emphasized how much pain I would be in the next day.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">My friend picked me up from the hospital, brought me to where my son was and then she drove us home. The next day, I woke up and felt no pain. I was shocked. I fully expected to feel the pain they told me I would feel. </span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">The effects from the traumatic brain injury were such that I had lost my personality, speech, word retrieval, math ability, writing ability, and memory, although I still had long-term memory from before the accident. I was moving in slow motion. I was sleeping all day with extreme fatigue. I could still speak, but my speech was slurred, slow, and I wasn't using the correct words, nor could I remember the words I needed. The extent of my memory loss was so severe that at some point after the accident, I had spent the day with a friend and told her about the accident. The next day, I saw this same friend again and said to her, "Have I seen you since my car accident?" At first she thought I was joking and she laughed, but when she saw my blank face with complete sincerity, she realized that I really didn't remember. I had literally zero recollection of the day before. I didn't remember spending the day with her. </span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">I was a single mom. I was in bed most of the time, incapacitated, except to go to the kitchen and get food for my son. How scary it must have been for this seven year-old boy to see his mother, in bed with such a bad brain injury, slurred speech and walking like a 100 year-old woman. My goodness, that must have been so traumatic for him. My poor little boy.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Every morning after the accident, I woke up still in no pain and it baffled me. They told me I would have pain. They told me the numbness would go away. I was still numb. On December 14th, the 4th morning after the accident, when I woke up, I felt my skin again to see if I was still numb, but this time I pressed into my body. I pressed into my muscles and I felt nothing. I pressed hard. Nothing. I hadn't realized that my muscles were also numb! I went into a panic. Something was very wrong with my body. I started to worry that I had a spinal cord injury or that my brain injury was much worse than the doctors had originally thought. </span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">I immediately went onto the internet to search for a local chiropractor. In my search, I had a very strong feeling that I needed someone holistic and spiritual. I am holistic and spiritual and I didn't want to go to just anyone. Now, this is a bit strange, since it was an emergency, but for some very strong internal reason, it had to be just the right one. I looked on many websites of local chiropractors, reading their descriptions and saying to myself, "No, that's not the one." And I kept searching. I searched and searched, revisiting pages and still saying, "No, not that one." </span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">When I clicked on a new website, the page was slow to load. The first thing that loaded on this website was the background color, a light green. Inside I said, "That's the one!" Nothing else was on the page yet, but somehow I knew. The next thing to load was a picture of a plant. It was loading in slow motion, just like my new way of being, in slow motion. When I saw that plant, again I said, "That's the one!" I loved that plant. Then when the page fully loaded, it said the words holistic, mind, body and spirit. I couldn't believe my eyes. I knew THIS WAS THE ONE. </span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">During the appointment, the doctor was given inner guidance that he needed to perform a miracle on me. So, he did. Along with the chiropractic work, he did some energy healing on me. He brought me back to myself. Soon after this appointment, my personality returned, my speech improved and I started to get better. Whatever he did truly felt like a miracle. I was still in bed for several weeks after that, because my brain was still healing. The brain uses a lot of energy. When the brain is injured, you can have extreme fatigue while it is healing and this is what I experienced. And by the way, he did do the food sensitivity testing for me for free without my asking about it.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">After the appointment, the doctor walked me up to the front desk. As I was checking out, he was not trying to schedule more visits for me or telling me I needed to come back. I thought this was highly unusual, since I had just been in an accident, and he had explained to me how so many parts of my body were out of alignment from it. I knew I would need to be coming back for several weeks to get adjustments. So, I said to him, "Don't you think I should come back?" He jumped up from his chair behind the desk and came directly over to me, looked straight into my eyes and said, "We are connected now." When I looked into his eyes, I said to myself, "Those are my eyes. We have the same eyes. I am looking into my own eyes." And with the words he had just said, "We are connected now," along with them came a telepathic communication of great depth that told me he would be sending me healing from a distance at the soul level and that our connection would continue spiritually. I replied back to him out loud, "I understand." He then quickly shook himself out of this trance of our eye lock and telepathic communication that really only lasted about 3 seconds, but is remembered forever and grabbed one of his business cards. He wrote his cell phone number on it and told me to call him the next week if I needed more support. This was a Friday. <span style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;"> </span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">After the appointment, I had about 20 minutes before the taxi was going to arrive, so my son and I went to the grocery store that was next to the doctor's office. While in the grocery store, it was as if I was looking out with new eyes. And I was. Everything was brighter, more colorful, more vibrant and I felt that I was seeing the world for the first time. Being in that grocery store with all those vibrant, vivid colors was an experience I'll never forgot. I was trying not to act too strange when I was looking at everything wide-eyed and openly admiring everything as if I were a newborn child seeing the beauty and wonder of the colors and foods for the first time. I was aware of what had occurred, since with my energy healing and hypnotherapy work with my clients, I bring in new aspects of their higher selves into their bodies. This is what this doctor had facilitated for me. I knew that a new aspect of my soul was now in my body, looking out of my eyes for the first time in this life. He had helped to bring more of me here. This newly embodied part of me integrated within myself soon after that.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">When I arrived home, after the taxi dropped us off, I noticed that the doctor had come with me, not physically, but energetically he was still with me. This man was so completely and utterly present in my energy field. I had never experienced such a thing in my life. So, I asked my dad, who is on the other side, "Who is this man?" The second I asked, I saw two identical gold rings, like wedding bands, flash in my third eye. What? Wedding bands? I'm going to marry him? This was a surprise to me and I didn't quite understand what was happening, or who he truly was for me.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">So, this man did not leave me and would not leave me for quite some time. What ended up happening to me right away after meeting him was an enormous heart opening like nothing I'd ever felt in my life. My heart exploded with love. I felt rapture. I felt ecstasy. The feelings I was having were not in direct relation to anything he said, did, looked like, how he acted, or anything having to do with him, the man. It was a soul-level activation and recognition. The bliss and ecstasy I was experiencing was an overwhelming, full-body, heart-exploding love that I needed to relish in and spend time in all day, every day for weeks, absorbing it and processing it through me. I laid in bed resting and sleeping all day, every day for weeks, still incapacitated, while my brain was healing. I had tremendous fatigue. </span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">I was guided to a song to listen to with headphones on. It was this <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fb6tL64M4eg" target="_blank">song</a>. When I heard this song, I basked in that love. I needed this song. I needed it all day, every day for weeks as my brain was healing. It was part of my healing therapy. I felt like it was helping my brain heal. I was transported to another plane of existence, that of Pure Divine Love, while listening to this song and being awash with this ecstatic love. Listening to this song, I was in bliss and I was with him and my soul. And I was with God.</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">The other thing that happened along with the love and heart-opening was excruciating soul-pain from the separation from him. He was my twin flame. Twin flames share the same soul. To leave part of your soul is reminiscent of the original separation from God, or so I assume. It felt like my soul had been ripped out of me. It felt like I was dying. I cried from the depths of my soul, longing for the reuniting of my soul. None of this felt logical. It all felt otherworldly. It wasn't that I loved this man per se; it's that I loved his soul, my soul, our soul. It felt torturous to be separated. I felt like I needed him. But I didn't even really want him per se. It was so confusing. This went on for months. I felt both the ecstasy and the agony. Divine Love and utter devastation coexisted within me all the time. Eventually, we parted ways and I stopped seeing him for appointments. Nothing ever came of our relationship; we were always just doctor-patient, although there was a little friendship in there as well. </span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">A couple weeks after our initial meeting, I was looking at my calendar. I saw that open house penciled in on that Saturday before my car accident. I had only seen the name of the healing center back then, but not the doctor's name. When I was doing my internet search for chiropractors that morning when I was in a panic, because my body was numb and found his practice, the name of the website was just his name, not the name of the center. It had never occurred to me that this might have been the same place. In fact, I had completely forgotten about that open house. Much to my astonishment, THIS WAS THE SAME PLACE. I was supposed to have been there two days before my car accident. I realized that my soul must have brought on the feelings of insecurity and shyness to prevent me from going that day. Our meeting needed to be rearranged to a time in which there were not so many people around and we could have more one-on-one time. It took someone crashing into me to bring me to his office, because ultimately, I was supposed to meet him. There are no accidents. </span><br />
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-47698760578798459242015-02-20T15:43:00.000-08:002015-02-20T15:49:47.206-08:00Vaccine Origins: Nazi Germany - The Agenda Continues Today<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
It is time to bring this topic to the forefront of the vaccination debate. People should be making informed decisions about vaccinations. Understanding their origins and agenda behind them is important.<br />
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Nazi scientists were recruited to the US immediately after WWII. Those scientists created vaccines. Rather than re-write the history, I will simply post links to articles on this topic.<br />
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The truth shall set us free.<br />
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<a href="http://www.naturalnews.com/036484_Bayer_Nazi_war_crimes.html">http://www.naturalnews.com/036484_Bayer_Nazi_war_crimes.html</a><br />
<a href="http://www.sourcewatch.org/index.php?title=Rockefeller_Foundation">http://www.sourcewatch.org/index.php?title=Rockefeller_Foundation</a><br />
<a href="http://www.gmwatch.org/gm-firms/11153-bayer-a-history">http://www.gmwatch.org/gm-firms/11153-bayer-a-history</a><br />
<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bayer">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bayer</a><br />
<a href="http://www.rense.com/general7/gw.htm">http://www.rense.com/general7/gw.htm</a><br />
<a href="http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/ciencia_industrybigpharma86.htm">http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/ciencia_industrybigpharma86.htm</a><br />
<a href="http://www.mineral-well.com/engharmful3.html">http://www.mineral-well.com/engharmful3.html</a></div>
Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-25865610851412827262014-12-28T08:41:00.001-08:002014-12-28T08:41:37.114-08:00Can a Vegan Diet Cause Parkinson's Disease?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
The other day a new client came to see me for hypnotherapy. She has Parkinson's Disease. She has been a vegan for over 40 years. As a medical intuitive, I sometimes receive information about a person's medical situation. She was not seeing me to identify the root cause of her Parkinson's, but in working with her, it came to me spontaneously. It had something to do with her vegan diet and lacking specific nutrients. I talked to her about it at the end of the session. She is a vegan for animal rights reasons and is not willing to incorporate dairy into her diet, even though no animal is killed when milked. She explained to me how cows cry when their babies are taken from them, which is what happens on dairy farms. She told me that cows will break out of their farms to walk 100 miles to their calves who have been taken from them. Hearing this made me want to cry. I had chills throughout my body when she told me these sad stories of animal mistreatment. The horrors that animals are put through by humans upsets me very much. We have to advocate for animal rights. That is not my calling, but I know it's many others' calling and I fully support whatever changes they can make to improve the livelihoods of animals.<br />
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So, we have a dilemma. I believe humans need to eat animal foods to be healthy AND we need to figure out a way to treat animals with respect, love and honoring. In the end, we cannot ignore the often dramatic and drastic ways our bodies are calling out to us to feed us differently.<br />
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So, I went on the internet to see if there was a correlation between vegan diets and Parkinson's Disease and found this:<br />
<a href="http://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-10979/what-i-wish-everyone-knew-about-parkinsons-disease.html">http://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-10979/what-i-wish-everyone-knew-about-parkinsons-disease.html</a><br />
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I am not a research scientist, nor do I read through medical journals, so I am not informed on this topic. I am just sharing a little story from my life with one client, not making any conclusive statements. It's observation. It's food for thought.</div>
Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-29185188112775562432014-12-27T19:03:00.001-08:002014-12-28T08:56:05.057-08:00"High Cholesterol" Is a Myth<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Cholesterol is present and necessary in every cell in your body. It is critical for all cellular functions in the body. The brain contains 25% of the cholesterol in your body. Only animal foods contain cholesterol, plants do not. Therefore, a vegan diet is detrimental to health. While your body does make cholesterol when you do not eat enough of it, it is still extremely difficult to make enough to support your bodily functions properly.<br />
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In this article, Dr. Stephanie Seneff says, "Heart disease, I think, is a cholesterol deficiency problem...."<br />
<a href="http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2013/01/16/cholesterol-regulates-cell-signaling.aspx">http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2013/01/16/cholesterol-regulates-cell-signaling.aspx</a><br />
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Here is an article which explains that trans fat is responsible for heart disease, not cholesterol:<br />
<a href="http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2014/05/11/cholesterol-trans-fats.aspx">http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2014/05/11/cholesterol-trans-fats.aspx</a><br />
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In 2001, I was working for The Center for Science in the Public Interest (CSPI) in Washington, DC. I was writing a report for Congress on nutritional policy. I was writing a proposal to create legislature for the labeling of fats on food labels. At that time, I believe, only total fat was listed on food labels. I was advocating for the breakdown of fats so that people knew which types of fats were present in the food. I wanted to have trans fats listed. My boss told me that people were not smart enough to understand what trans fats were and that we were not going to use that language in our proposal. She said we should just list saturated fat. She even wanted me to include trans fat with the saturated fat on the labels (meaning lump them together in the same category!). What??!! She wanted me to dumb down the information so much so that it was not even correct. Saturated fat is a healthy fat, which I knew at the time, but CSPI did not think so. Their intention was to identify the unhealthy fat in foods, but they did not want to list trans fat separately, because they didn't think people would understand. Well, we know now that trans fat has made the news and people know it's no good. And we also know that nowadays trans fat IS listed on food labels. I quit that job before even finishing that report to Congress, so I can't take credit for the current food label ;) But my point is that even consumer groups are not advocating wisely for proper nutritional information and we know we CANNOT trust the media for nutritional information either.<br />
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But finally, the good news is public - cholesterol is good for you!<br />
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Here's another article about it:<br />
<a href="http://blog.paleohacks.com/shouldnt-avoid-cholesterol/">http://blog.paleohacks.com/shouldnt-avoid-cholesterol/</a><br />
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-31828749384047194202014-12-27T14:47:00.000-08:002020-02-14T14:56:48.219-08:00Veganism Is a Philosophy and Why I Had to Eat Butter for Two Days<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span class="Apple-style-span">The decision to be a vegan is based on philosophy, ideals, and beliefs. It's a carefully calculated decision, not an instinct. In the spring and summer of 2011, I experimented with my diet. I ate a vegetarian diet for a while (maybe around 2 months) and then a vegan diet for two months. One day, I had the most intense craving for butter. I mean, I HAD to eat butter. There was no stopping me. I had to eat butter on crackers for two days in order to satisfy my intense craving. </span>Does that sound normal to you? Well, it doesn't to me. <span class="Apple-style-span">My body was screaming for animal fat. </span><br />
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That's almost when my vegan experiment ended, but I pushed it a little longer. Then one day, I was driving home and got the most intense craving for meat. I drove right passed my home and straight to Whole Foods in total desperation to eat meat. This was not a mental idea, this was my body feeling an overwhelming need, an instinct. I had planned on getting a piece of steak to cook at home, but when I got into the store, I went to straight to the hot foods bar, piled chicken and meat into a container, got in my car and ate those bad boys like a starving person who had not eaten food in a month! I could not shovel that animal protein into my mouth fast enough. Does that sound normal to you? Well, it doesn't to me. That's because there is nothing normal about eating a vegan diet. I have never had such intense cravings and a desperation to eat butter and meat like that in my life.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">There are no healthy human vegan populations in the world and there never have been. I know many former vegans and vegetarians who got very sick on those diets and when they changed their diets to an omnivorous diet, they healed. You can find numerous personal stories like that on the internet and also just by talking to former vegans and vegetarians. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">Here's an article about 5 brain nutrients found only in meat, fish and eggs, not plants:</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">Eating is an instinct. Eating animal foods is normal for humans and has been since we were created. Contriving your diet based on philosophy and mental constructs to something that has not been a part of humans' dietary history can have dangerous, detrimental effects on physical, mental and emotional health and wellbeing.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">I am deeply compassionate about the reasons people choose to be vegan. I understand that animals are mistreated in factory farming and production. It disturbs me more than I can say. I buy animal foods from local farms where they treat the animals well. Of course, not all my food is bought there, but I do what I can. Animal rights is an enormous issue about which I care very much, but I also know what being healthy entails and in my opinion that includes a diet which includes animal foods. The animal rights issues on this planet need to be addressed, but in my opinion being vegan is not the answer. </span></div>
Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-65953622694330692162014-11-22T16:05:00.001-08:002014-11-23T05:31:57.709-08:00You Cannot Be a Christian and Be in the Military, Pro-War, or Kill<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Jesus was the Prince of Peace. He came to this planet to teach and spread peace in the hopes that humans would carry on into the future in peace. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 14px;">Romans 14: 17-19: For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit, because anyone who serves Christ in this way is pleasing to God and approved by men. Let us therefore make every effort to do what leads to peace and to mutual edification.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 14px;">Psalm 29:11: The LORD gives strength to his people; the LORD blesses his people with peace.</span></span><br />
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-46320662271281981402014-06-12T17:50:00.001-07:002014-06-12T17:59:24.190-07:00Parallel Realities<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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There are many yous that exist in parallel realities. I am talking about identical-to-you-other-selves, not other incarnations in which you are a different person altogether. For each decision that you don't make, the other yous make those decisions to live out the other possibilities for each situation. Your soul gathers all of these experiences. The other yous exist in parallel universes, which occupy the same space we are living in and yet we cannot see them - most of the time. On rare occasions, we can see these parallel realities. I have had this experience once.<br />
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I was planning on meeting my friend for lunch. She told me that her husband was going to drive her and her son to the restaurant to meet my son and me, but that he would not be joining us. He was going to wait for us and hang around the shops while we had lunch. When I was driving down the street the restaurant was on looking for parking, I saw my friend and her husband parking their car. They were pulling into a spot on the street. I passed them and continued to look for parking. I ended up parking at the top of a parking garage a couple of blocks away. I texted my friend when I got out of the car and told her that I had seen her parking and that I was on my way and would be there in 5 minutes. While I was walking down the block toward the restaurant, I saw her husband sitting in the car where he had parked it just a few minutes ago and he was on his cell phone. My friend was no longer in the car.<br />
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We had a nice lunch and at the end we were about to walk to our cars. My friend asked me where I had parked and I told her that I had parked in the parking garage. She told me that she had also parked there. She mentioned that she had been confused when I texted her that I would be there in 5 minutes because if I had seen her park her car, then I would have surely arrived at the restaurant at the same time.<br />
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And now we enter the twilight zone.... <br />
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I told her that I had seen her husband parking the car on the street and that she was in the car with him. She told me that he had been planning to come, but at the last minute, had decided to stay home, so she drove herself. We walked to the parking garage and it turned out that we both parked on the top floor right by each other. And by the way, as we walked down the street, the car which her husband had been sitting in was gone.<br />
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So, apparently what I saw was a parallel universe/parallel reality. I am sure of this. I saw the reality in which her husband did come and the one in which he did not come! It really BLEW MY MIND!!! I was baffled by this experience and asked a couple of my intuitive friends about it. The answer they got was that yes, I had seen a parallel reality. <br />
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I understand that I am at the forefront of the new, expanded consciousness on the planet and that by having these experiences first, before most people and sharing them, when more people start to have these experiences, there will be people like me to help explain what is going on.<br />
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Welcome to the twilight zone everyone, or shall I call it the new Earth? Whatever it is called, I think it's really cool! </div>
Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-23529177936811711952014-06-11T18:54:00.004-07:002014-06-11T18:54:48.332-07:00There Is No Such Thing As Reincarnation<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
As a hypnotherapist, who "regresses" people into their "past lives," I am one of the least likely people to say that there is no such thing as reincarnation. And here I am saying it. I am not saying that souls do not incarnate into many, many lifetimes. They do. But reincarnation is not the correct term for this phenomena. It has to do with time. All time is simultaneous. All time is happening in the present. Time is a construct for the 3rd dimension. Outside of the 3rd dimension, there is no time. Our souls exist outside of time. When we incarnate into a body, it is during a time period, which is a dimension, or a parallel reality. All the dimensions of Earth are happening simultaneously. Our souls split their energy into portions to fill the bodies of all of our lives at the same time.<br />
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Let me give you some analogies. Imagine that your soul is the sugar in a sugar bowl. You can take one spoonful of that sugar and put it into a body and another spoonful goes into another body. Those bodies are living simultaneously, but usually in different dimensions of time or timelines, in other words, different periods of time, or Earth years. However, these can also be overlapping in time or simultaneous in Earth years. <br />
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The Earth plane can be envisioned as an oriental rug with different sections and patterns. The carpet is flat, it's a plane, but where you land on that rug is a different time period. When you zoom outward, away from the rug, you are outside of time, outside of the 3rd dimension. There may be other dimensions that are also able to interact within that dimension as well, but that is not really the point I am trying to make here.<br />
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The above paragraph is helpful for people who are just beginning to wrap their brains around these concepts. However, I think of the soul as a ball of energy or light. Portions of that light fractionate out and embody (incarnate into a body). I also think of time as more circular with different points on the sphere or circle as different timelines or time periods. <br />
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In the end, it doesn't matter if we think there are past or future lives, or if we think that all lives are happening simultaneously. What is good to know is that all lives affect all other lives. This is known as karma, or the law of cause and effect. What we do really does affect our other lives at the same time even though those lives are on different timelines! We think of having to come back for karmic reasons and this is how it seems. They say that what we shift in this current life actually changes our "past"and "future" lives. </div>
Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-71778055213284814522014-06-11T18:18:00.000-07:002014-06-11T19:08:16.490-07:00There Is Only One of Us Here<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<b>The Illusion of Separation</b><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span">All that exists comes from One Source, which goes by many names such as Mother-Father God, or Prime Creator. Prime Creator is not a Being; it is consciousness and creative potential. From that source stems all life and matter, which is consciousness itself. Within all life and matter is the illusion of separation. Here we are, Human Beings, walking around in separate bodies, and yet, we all come from the same source ultimately and we are more One than we can even wrap our minds around. Take the cells in your body, for example. Every cell in your heart can be examined under a microscope and appear to be separate, and yet they work in unison and together make up one organ. Each cell has consciousness and makes up the consciousness of your heart. Your heart expresses seemingly as one consciousness. </span>Each cell in your body is separate, but makes up the whole of you. <span class="Apple-style-span">Just as each human makes up the whole of humanity. Just as humanity and Earth are One Being and Earth is one with the galaxy and the galaxies are one with the Universe. Each Universe is one with the Multiverse. The consciousness of All is connected as one. What one does affects the other from the micro level to the macro. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">What you do to another, you do to yourself. This is the reason I don't understand why people cut off other people in traffic, or don't let them merge or change lanes. I think this selfish act upsets me so much, because it is symbolic of the grand misunderstanding humans have that we are separate. People are generally out for themselves. I can't help but think how messed up the world is when I see this happening, because people are so out of touch with the truth of our oneness. They do not honor others as being themselves and one with All That Is. Of course, there are many other examples of people hurting others that are far worse than driving rudeness like murder and war, etc. I hope one day people will wake up to what they are doing to themselves.</span><br />
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<b>Pando</b><br />
Pando is the largest living organism estimated to be 80,000 to 1 million years old. It is a group of Aspen Trees with one root system. Looking at those Aspens, which span 106 acres, we would think they are individual trees. Connected at the root, their oneness invisible to the eye, just like humanity. Nature is a great teacher.<br />
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-63741025406871602432014-06-07T05:05:00.000-07:002014-06-07T05:05:02.756-07:00Amazing<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;">It's in the stars, in the sun<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />It's everywhere, in everyone<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />And it will be every day<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />From now on, from now on<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />We are one and it's amazing<span style="box-sizing: border-box;"><br style="box-sizing: border-box;" /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: proxnov-reg, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px;"><br /></span><br />
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-77423920842061284562014-06-01T18:57:00.000-07:002014-06-01T19:36:57.694-07:00In the Arms of Jesus/The Arms of Orion/Prince<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<b>The Dream</b><br />
The other night (5-26-14) I had a profound dream. I was in a drugstore talking to Prince, the singer. He was going to have a concert that night and I was going. After some brief chit-chat, I asked him if I could give him a hug. He agreed, so we hugged. This man that was hugging me was not actually Prince, the singer. Prince is a tiny man, but this man who was embracing me was huge and tall with broad shoulders. I nestled my head in his shoulder and said into his ear, "Thank you for writing The Arms of Orion." There was a strong feeling of love and comfort in this hug.<br />
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When I woke up from the dream as I was being hugged, I could feel the actual physical hug on my body energetically with the pressure of the hug - as if it were real, and it was.<br />
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Later that morning, I was driving to work and chuckled out loud remembering my dream with Prince. My 8 year-old son, who was sitting in the back seat said, "What's so funny, Mom?" I started telling him my dream and when I got to the part about the hug, it hit me that the man who had hugged me in my dream was actually Jesus. When this realization came over me, I started to cry. I remembered the love that encompassed and penetrated me in that embrace and it was overwhelming. I could no longer speak as I was flooded with that feeling again. Just then I saw that the license plate in front of me said "J & C". Confirmation...as if I needed any. I told my son I was crying because of LOVE. <br />
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A few minutes later I arrived at my office and was thinking about how Jesus is known as the Prince of Peace. As I was thinking about this, I reached into my purse to pull out my essential oil that I carry in there, not thinking about the name of it. I looked at the bottle and it is called "Peace". More confirmation, just in case....but I didn't really need it, the knowing was so powerful.<br />
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<b>The Arms of Orion</b><br />
The Arms of Orion is a song (lyrics posted below) written by Sheena Easton and performed with Prince from the 1989 Batman Soundtrack. I loved that song when it came out. It's a love song and I feel that it is about Jesus as well as the constellation Orion, of which there is a connection. That analogy may not resonate to others, but the beauty of a song is that the listener can interpret the lyrics in any way they want. There can be different meanings for different people. I believe that many songs are channeled from other sources beyond our dimension and many songwriters know this. Sometimes the channeling of lyrics is conscious and sometimes it is an unconscious process. In any case, I like to think of the lyrics of this song as referring to Jesus. I had not understood this in the dream, but did realize it right away as I realized Jesus was the one hugging me.<br />
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<b>The Angel of Orion</b><br />
In this video, Bill Donahue explains the relationship between Jesus and Orion with biblical references.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;">Job 38:31 - Can you bind the sweet influences of Pleiades, or loose the bands of Orion?</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;">About a year ago I had a dream with Prince and Sheila E. In the dream, I walked into a concert they were both playing. I walked through the door that was right by the stage and stood in front of the stage. I felt<i> so lucky</i> that I had better than front row access to this concert. They were playing the <i>most beautiful </i>song. It was so full of love. It was not a real song that we know here on Earth - it was just created for my dream. As I listened to this music, I fell into a space of pure, deep love. The loving feeling of the music was overwhelming and yet soft, peaceful and just lovely! When that song was over, Sheila E. looked at me with a sad look in her eyes and telepathically told me, "I'm sorry baby, but it's over." I was <i>so sad</i> that I had only gotten to hear one song and that I had to leave. I walked out the door and left feeling disappointed that I could not hear any more of their beautiful music. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; line-height: 22px;">I don't know what that dream meant.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;"><b>Prince Is in My Soul Group</b></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;">After my dream from the other night, I had a reading with a woman who channels an Angelic collective and asked the angels about my soul connection to Prince. Here is a transcription of that portion of the reading:</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;">Me: How is Prince connected to my soul?</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;">Angels: He is connected to your soul in a very creative way, Beloved. You have worked with this soul in other expressions, other dimensions, as you might call it, in the creation of structures, what you might call poetry of form, poetry of light, poetry of sound. So, for him to come and be a musician, to be a Creator Being as you are a Creator Being, it is in that you in more etheric expressions join together in doing things and so in your prayers he came as well and yet to show you that you are loved by your soul group, for which he was a representative, and by Jesus, which is, you could say, the Solar Logos, you could say, the Prince and the King of this constellation, this solar system and beyond, of which you are a part - the great blessing of the remembrance of love. So, many connections for you in this dream, Beloved, that felt so profound. Many remembrances. You are not alone, Beloved. They want you to know you are never alone.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;">Me: Is Prince in my soul group?</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;">Angels: Yes.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;"><b>My Orion Healing Partner</b></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;">I have my own healing modality called <a href="http://www.stephaniekraft.net/EMERGENCE-ENERGETICS.html" target="_blank">Emergence Energetics</a>. I had asked the Angels who it is that comes into my sessions as helpers. It is obvious that I am not doing these healings alone. They told me that I have a partner from Orion, who has been my healing partner during my lives on Orion and that he is my main healing partner that comes into every session I do. They did tell me that there was also a connection with him and this latest dream with Prince and Jesus. They told me that when I leave this life, I would be shown, in a very beautiful way, all of these connections from my dream. How sweet!</span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px;">Throughout the process of starting to write this blog post, talking to the Angels about my dream and remembering it over the past few days, I have wept so many tears as that feeling of the LOVE from Jesus in that hug overcame me and filled me - over and over again. I AM BLESSED.</span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">To hold us both together<br />Although we're worlds apart<br />I'd cross the stars for you<br />
"In the heart of a sleepless moon"<br />"I'll be with you forever"<br />"This is my destiny"<br />"'Till my life is through"<br />
[Chorus]<br />The arms of Orion that's where I want to be<br />Since you've been gone<br />I've been searching for a lover<br />In the Sea of Tranquility<br />I'm drowning without you here, my dear<br />
When I am lost and feeling alone<br />I just look to heaven<br />I find my comfort there<br />God only knows where you are tonight<br />
"God only knows where you are tonight"<br />"Maybe time will tell me"<br />"'Till then I'll close my eyes and say a prayer for you"<br />(I'll say a prayer for you too)<br />
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Orion's heart is bright enough<br />To shine on both of us<br />The constellations never fail<br />To light the way for love<br />
'Orion's arms are wide enough'<br />To hold us both together<br />"Although we're worlds apart"<br />('I'd cross the stars for you')<br />"I'd cross the stars for you"<br />
The arms of Orion that's where I want to be<br />"Since you've been gone I've been drowning" ('lost')<br />"In the sea of tranquility" ('lonely')<br />"Drowning without you here my dear" ('baby')<br />
The arms of Orion'<br />That's where I want to be<br />That's where I want to be ("the arms of Orion")<br />That's where I want to be ("the arms of Orion")<br />Since you've been gone, babe'<br />"Since you've been gone"<br />"I've been drowning", ('drowning') "drowning"<br />Drowning without your love </span></div>
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-37710853160984469042014-05-06T20:26:00.002-07:002014-05-06T20:26:41.535-07:00Serenaded by God<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I had a profound dream the other night. I was walking along a nature path. It actually felt more like I was floating along. I came to a beautiful garden on my right side. The bushes of flowers and shrubs were breathtakingly beautiful, more so than what would seem like a normal Earthly garden. It was just gorgeous and overflowing with the beauty of the vegetation and arrangement of flora. The feeling of it was otherworldly. The garden was on a steep slope that led down to the ocean. The sunlight sparkled on the ocean. There was a bright and warm hue that lit up the place. Also to my right was a house where the owners of the garden lived. As I passed by, I had the thought that the people who lived there and created this garden must be like angelic beings. Just as I had that thought, a somewhat etheric, somewhat solid, somewhat alive, golden angelic statue appeared in the garden as if to confirm my thought: "Yes, they are angels," was the message transmitted to me by this angel statue. Then, I looked forward as I continued to float along this path and up ahead of me was a large tree in the middle of the path. The tree was not planted, it was also floating along the path. The tree was God (you know how you just know stuff in dreams?) and it began to sing to me in a 70s acoustic pop band style, singing "Mother God, Father God, we are in you..." The music was upbeat and high vibe-ing. It was beautiful and uplifting. There were male and female vocalists. The music and words filled me with love. As soon as God said the words, "we are in you," I felt an energy fill my body. I was on the verge of waking up when this part of the dream occurred and so when that energy filled my body, I did wake up and my eyes filled with tears as I took in the magnitude of the dream and tried to let the music and feelings continue to wash over me. Just then I felt a soft pressure on my right hip. I have had right hip muscular tension for several months and I knew this was God placing hands on me for healing!<br />
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I was born the in 70s and realized after the dream that it must have been purposeful to have that type of music - custom-made just for me :) </div>
Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-75393760489703410372013-12-26T18:50:00.001-08:002014-06-13T14:00:17.497-07:00Love Came Knocking on My Door<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Sometime around 2006 or 2007 I did my first MAP session. MAP stands for Medical Assistance Program, which comes from the book, <u>MAP: The Co-Creative White Brotherhood Medical Assistance Program,</u> by Machaelle Small Wright. This type of healing session is done on your own by calling on your own special MAP team and lying down to relax and receive the healing. It's very simple.<br />
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My son was taking a nap and I went to the living room to do my very first session. I was still in my pajamas. I lay down on the floor and set my intention for the session: Love. Just that, love. Since I did not have any physical issues going on, I just decided that I would like to receive love. I lay there relaxing and I did feel specific things going on in my body. It was interesting. As I was lying there, someone knocked on my door. Since I was in the middle of my session and still in my PJs, I decided to ignore the door and not answer it. <br />
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When the session was over, I got up to see if that mystery person had left anything by the door. I opened the door to find a spherical cardboard tube. I had no idea what it might be. I opened it and unrolled a poster. On the poster was one word: LOVE. Yes, that's right, just minutes after I had set my intention to receive love, love came knocking on my door. I had ordered that poster six weeks prior and forgotten completely about it. And how synchronistic that it came at that very moment, right? I was truly amazed and quite shocked.<br />
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Ask and you shall receive. Never doubt the power that you are. This is a holographic and interactive universe. Use it. Play with it, but only for the highest good always. This occurrence was definitely purposeful to show me the nature of this reality and that I can trust it. We can all trust it. Ask for what you want and be open to receive. <br />
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Here's a link to that book in case you are curious:<br />
<a href="http://www.perelandra-ltd.com/-P1293C763.aspx%C2%A0" target="_blank">http://www.perelandra-ltd.com/-P1293C763.aspx </a><br />
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-33024694830974188752013-12-21T09:57:00.000-08:002013-12-21T09:57:00.445-08:00The New Reality of Being/Winter Solstice December 21, 2013 - A Poem<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Rapture<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Love<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Expansion<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Ecstasy<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Unity</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Breathe it in<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Can the body hold all this
love?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Bursting with love, about to
explode<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Body vibrating, vibrating,
vibrating<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Embodying more of my soul<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It’s the new me, the me I’ve
always been<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And the old me?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">No trace, no past, only Love<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Higher frequencies, more
dimensions<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Opening up, opening up<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Will humanity wake up to who
they are?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Time collapsing into Now<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Singularity converging at all
points<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Into One<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Timelines shifting and fading
away<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Separation melding into
Eternal Blissful Union <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Spinning, constant spinning<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Through the core of my Being<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Waves of undulating energy<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Around and through the body<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Synchronicity with every
blink of the eye<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The world disappears into the
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Can I contain all this love?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I send it out<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Breathe it in</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Unity<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Ecstasy<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Expansion<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Love<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Rapture</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-71329779684918457852013-12-06T11:58:00.000-08:002013-12-06T11:58:26.577-08:00Channeled Messages From the Arcturian Planet Cheuel<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I channeled these messages a few years ago. I'm posting them now in case there are some Starseeds who are ready to wake up and happen to read this. <br />
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of Lady Cheuel</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">On
January 2, 2010, in the early morning while I was still half asleep, I heard a
voice in my head saying, “Get a pen, get a pen, get a pen,” over and over
again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I knew I was being asked to
channel for the first time in my life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I told the voice telepathically to please wait until I was awake as I
was not ready to wake up yet.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Ha!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A few minutes
later, I got a pad of paper and a pen and began writing this channeled
message.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">First,
I will explain that the night before I had finished reading the book, <i>Songs
of the Arcturians,</i></span><span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">
by Patricia Pereira.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There is a
glossary in the back of the book and there are two definitions I will provide
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">CHEUEL:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>An Arcturian sister planet to Earth
destroyed by her citizens because of improper nuclear energy use about five
million years ago (in Earth historical time).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Abundantly forested and populated with many animals and
plants, it was recently restored by the Intergalactic Brotherhood to pristine
form.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It awaits Arcturian
starseeds as a rest and recuperation planet after their mission on Earth is
completed.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">CHEUEL
STARSEEDS:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Arcturian starseeds
associated with the explosion of Cheuel and the karmic implications of
same.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Many were implanted upon
Earth as long as five million years ago.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Their heart-mind (or Soul) memories retain the vision of Cheuel’s
destruction.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They are programmed
to awaken in the latter years of the twentieth century to assist in the
evolution of humanity at a critical, parallel time in Earth’s evolution.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Channeled
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;"><b>Bring
Forth Your Light<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;"><b>January,
2, 2010 </b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">It
is I, Master Cheuel, planet destroyed, who wishes to speak through you
now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is that I may be of
service to the slumbering Ones, those who previously resided on the planet of
Cheuel with whom I wish to address in this transmission.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Those, who will awaken upon reading
these words, it is you my Loved Ones to whom I speak now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was more than five million years ago
that I was destroyed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was a sad
point in the history of time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You,
who were scattered among the ethers chose to reside on Earth.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is the time of your awakening, My
Dear Souls.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is Love I emit to
you to brighten your souls.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My
message to you this day is that you be clear about who it is that you are.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You are the awakening ones on the
planet Earth and yet you are so much more.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You have come to resurrect the Divine Plan on Earth.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You and your Brethren shall succeed in
this mission for it is the light that shall prevail.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is good for you to hear these words and to heed these
words as well.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Do not doubt the
power of your group mind.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes, I
say group mind, because when you are connected as One, you sound a group note
out into the Universe that is a Love Tone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That tone makes up a harmonic upon which your light
glides.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It reaches far into the
ethers from where I speak.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is
you who have returned to resurrect God’s Love Tones into the Earth.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is all about Love, you see, as it
always has been.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This you must
remember Dear Ones.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The Light of
the Most Radiant One shines down upon you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Your eyes are adjusting to the Light and when they do, you
will stand tall in this Light.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And
it is you who will bring forth this Light, that is You.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">It
is a day of reckoning My Dear Ones.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>A day full of grace indeed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>It is unto you I sing the songs of the harmonies of the Universe.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>May you hear these tones of Light.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>May they wash upon your ears like waves
upon the shore, Love’s twinkling hue.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>These tones are over-laid with tones.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They build upon your Light-force as you then emit these
tones.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These are light-encoded
activations that you send forth and this activates your Brethren.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You are Light shining onto the world
and I love you.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">You,
who read my words, You are My Beloveds, scattered among the ethers, nowhere to
call Home.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Embodied as Humans now
ready to make your call.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Beloved
are my Masters who chose to walk the Earth.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">It
is you I call upon now, resting in your slumber.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>May your minds awaken to my call, with overtones of
Love.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is time to remember who
you are, awakening ones.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>To hear
the call of my Love is to hear the call of Home.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I rest not in the hurried lives you live, but in the Peace
of my making.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You, too, shall
learn to make this Peace as you learn to glide upon the waves of Love and Light
I emit to you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Slumber not, my Dear
Children, for it is the time of the Quickening – your time to awaken to the
truth of who you are.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You are so
much more than what you see with your eyes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You are Brilliant Lights which dance in the Universe, among
the stars, among your homes in the sky.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Through
Love’s embrace I hold you, my Dear Ones.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>You are awakening as you read these words.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Feel my presence descend unto you like soft waves in
undulating form.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I tone Love’s
note within you as you recall your harmonic hum, your harmonic Home.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Be
aware that great changes are among the Earth Plane.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">May
these words fall upon open ears, for I wish to tell a story.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The story started five million years
ago when great sands stirred upon Cheuel.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>It was the force of the Dark Lords that cast upon us.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They maketh Cheuel their home.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They gave us no choice and we were
under their command.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Many a soul
have we lost to them, though they will return.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A sorrowful loss was our fate, though it was a lesson to
make.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Shall it not happen again
upon any other land.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I, Lord of
Cheuel, will see to it now, for I have borne my greatest loss.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is Love’s note I tone to you
now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For you are not to bear the
burden of a land once lost.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yours
to gain is a place in the stars on your home of today, that of Mother Earth.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Triumph is yours to taste in your mouth
and tears of joy shall you sing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>May my heart notes lay within you and sing the song of Love’s triumph.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">It
is the story of lives lost but also of hearts gained, for it is through the
loss of the heart that one finds it again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Lest it not be too late.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I chime Love’s note upon you again.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">The
day has come to hear this call.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>There was a time when people walked in peace.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They felt joy in their hearts and they knew who they
were.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That time has come for you,
for you are to know peace and joy in your heart.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This time has been predicted by the Ancients and it is yours
to realize in time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For there is
no time but what you have now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You
may speed up this process by being in the NOW.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I sound Love’s note to you now.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">It
was many years ago that I (Lady Cheuel) walked upon the Earthen Plane.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was known as She – a…. Shekina is the
Divine Feminine and I embodied her as Shena.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I romanced the Earth with Love’s embrace.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She and I danced our way to your
galaxy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We are sisters.<br style="mso-special-character: line-break;" />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">I
bring forth the Light from the Star System, Arcturus.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Allow the Love notes to dance upon the keys of your
existence.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I strike a chord in the
chambers of your heart.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This
message comes to you in Love.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We
are here to assist Humanity in the evolution of its Soul.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We love the Earth and Humanity
alike.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have been where you are
now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is our mission to help you
succeed in this grand plan.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is
your destiny to rise among the stars.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;"><b>February
1, 2010</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">It
is I, Master Cheuel, who speaks to you now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>May you hear my words in undulating form as they strike the
love chords in your heart.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I tone
my love note unto you now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Hear my
call for it is the truth.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is
upon these ears that I tell my story, the story of rebirth.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was once a planet of lushness and
life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The end came when through a
careless act, I was destroyed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>May
this not happen to you, Beloved Terra.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Terra the Beloved, you dance in grand form to your home among the
stars.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We await your arrival.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">There
is a Grand Plan about which I speak now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>It is a Divine Plan made by the Masters of all Universes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You shall succeed in making this plan a
success.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The Ascension of the
Earth to a higher vibratory rate is what this plan is about.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For you are not the only ones
ascending, for we are all a part of this Master’s Plan.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Why do you think we care so much about
you?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is because we are all
connected.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>More than you can
imagine.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;"><b>April
26, 2011</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">It
is I, Lady Cheuel.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I come to
communicate with you now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is in
this perceived hour of darkness that I rest so peacefully in thee.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Earth Rising, Earth Risen, Earth be
taken to its highest point in history, in her-story.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">You
are feeling the vibrations of her rising, of her becoming.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Allow the gale force winds to rest
peacefully in your hearts.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You are
on the precipice of change in all you know and have ever known.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Listen to your soul’s calling – it
calls you forth.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Give me a chance
to utter into the membrane of the plants for they are listening, too.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>All of Earth’s creatures are heeding
this call to remember, to remember from where all things came to be.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Listen to Earth’s utterances, the
utterances of the Soul calling you Home.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Back to the One, The Glorious One. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;"><b>May
10, 2011</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial Unicode MS"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Lady
Cheuel speaks with you now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Upon
closing of our last session, I was speaking to you about the utterances of the
Earth’s creatures.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They wish to
send messages to those of you who are listening.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Open your ears, Dear Ones.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Listen to the birds talk to you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Listen to the wildflowers, who in their full bloom, show you
the bounty of God’s Love.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Feel the
Earth’s essences fill your brain and your being.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For it is with these essences of the Earth that you will
flourish.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Listen to the
water.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There are many messages in
the water.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Listen to the Earth’s
tides as they ebb and flow.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There
are many messages in the water that you do not understand yet, but she will
teach you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I refer to the water as
“she,” because she is literally the Body of the Earth.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes, she is made up of many land
masses, but her soul is in the water.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Just as your soul is in the water – in the mist of your essence – the
sacred part of you is held within the water molecule.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is in the transformation of this mist that is your
greatest power, the power that rests within each soul – the power to
transform.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You are the most
powerful Beings on the Earth and yet, you do not let yourselves believe
this.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This is due to mind
manipulation, but that time is coming to an end.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is the power of your mind that will enable you to
transcend this time of manipulation, this time of control.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You are to know freedom.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Freedom is your birthright.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have waited eons to watch you do
what you are embarking upon – the total transformation of your beingness.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We watch and we wait, we the gleeful
ones, who are your brethren stars and planets.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-4675898284180132102013-11-13T17:23:00.000-08:002013-11-13T17:23:06.095-08:00My Jesus Stories-Part 3: The Seeding of Christ Consciousness on Earth<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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In around 2007, 2008, or 2009, (I really don't remember which year), I had an interesting and intense experience that lasted about 2 weeks. During those two weeks, I literally felt like Jesus. I felt that he was embodied in me. It felt like I was looking out through his eyes. When I looked in the mirror and looked into my eyes, it was like looking into the eyes of Jesus. Most of the mind chatter in my head was his words. My inner dialogue automatically spoke the words of Jesus much of that time. I felt that I emanated his essence, his vibration, and his energy. I felt expanded. I really felt like I was walking around as him. I would go into the bathroom with my eyes wide open in disbelief and stunned about what I was feeling and look into my eyes only to find that once again, it was true, there were his eyes. I was radiating with a vibrant light. I have no idea if anyone else could sense anything different about me, but I never thought about that. I just knew what I was feeling and it blew my mind the whole time. It was both a surreal and very real experience.<br />
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I didn't tell anyone what I was experiencing during that time. I mean, you can't just go around telling people, "I feel like Jesus." That would be ridiculous! It wasn't until maybe one or more years later that I shared my experience with an online spiritual group where I was a member. I was happy that I finally shared my experience because at least one other person (there may have been 2 others) said that they had the same exact experience that also lasted for about 2 weeks. It may have even occurred around the same time as my experience. It was a relief to know that someone else had had this experience.<br />
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Although I was baptized Catholic, I did not grow up with religion. My parents tried to bring us to church as very young kids, but because my sister had such huge temper tantrums when my mother tried to make her wear a dress, I think my mother just gave up on the whole idea. I was agnostic from the age of 10 until 29 and I did not believe that Jesus existed until around 2005. I felt that the entire bible was just a made up story before that. I actually hadn't read it, but I had heard some things about Christianity and none of it resonated with me at all. I really rejected the whole thing. Still to this day I believe that most, if not all, organized religions are cults. Not all of them are harmful, but they still fit the description of a cult. In this lifetime, I don't ever foresee fitting myself into the box of any religion. My connection to God is a direct connection and I don't need any rules or intermediaries for that connection.<br />
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So, for me to have this experience out of the blue was surprising. I liked it and it felt very good, but it certainly didn't come from any desire within my conscious mind to know Jesus in a more intimate way. It was just sort of sprung upon me. I know that Jesus did not come to Earth to create Christianity or any religion. I know that his presence on this Earth has been used for distortion of the truth and as a means of controlling people through the creation of religion using his name. <br />
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What I embodied those two weeks was the Christ and Christ Consciousness, which has nothing to do with religion. I continue to embody Christ Consciousness along with many others on the Earth right now. This is the time of the seeding of Christ Consciousness that Yeshua (Jesus) came here to teach and spread. I suppose this was the reason he came to be within me and radiate through me those days and I suppose that energy and frequency was seeded in the Earth through me. I feel blessed to be a part of this seeding and to have had his very real presence within me. </div>
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Yogi Bhajan brought White Tantric Yoga into form and created 126 of these video-taped workshops before his passing in 2004. White Tantric Yoga is done in pairs, preferably male-female, because they hold the masculine/feminine polarity and in a large group. People are lined up shoulder to shoulder in long lines facing their partner. There is a facilitator and the group watches Yogi Bhajan on video as he teaches and guides the class. This is about a 9.5-hour class with a lunch break. The class consists of generally 31 or 62 minute meditations in which you hold a position for that length of time, take and break and then do another 31 or 62 minute meditation.<br />
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I participated in my first White Tantric Yoga workshop yesterday, November 2nd. This is a requirement for my Kundalini Yoga Teacher Training. The class yesterday went like this: in the morning we did two 31-minute meditations and then a 22-minute one, with a 20-minute break in between each. After lunch we did two 31-minute meditations, a 62-minute one and then an 18-minute one. Almost all of the meditations had us holding our arms straight out in front of ourselves and holding onto our partner in some way. Most of them were also with eye-gazing, staring into the eyes of our partner. Some of them had us chanting mantras the whole time as well. Sometimes we did a particular breathing technique. The group energy is supposed to be a catalyst to increase the power of the yoga meditations.<br />
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The purpose of White Tantric Yoga is to clear out the accumulation of a lifetime of subconscious debris such as painful emotions and burdensome thoughts. By holding the positions, mudras, breathing, chanting, etc. for all that time, you are moving through your blocks. When pain in the body arises, and you push through it, you are clearing out what the subconscious mind and body has been holding inside it for so long.<br />
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This event is also happening at an energetically powerful time with the current astrological alignments and today's new moon total solar eclipse. It is a time of re-birth and huge awakenings. The affect of this new moon solar eclipse is supposed to last for two years, so it's a big one!<br />
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This picture shows one the the positions we held for 31 minutes.<br />
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So, when I was holding my arms out in front of me "all day" yesterday, I had pretty continuous burning pain in the muscles in my back at the level of my shoulder blades. My partner, a beautiful woman from Denmark with stunning blue eyes, which I had the pleasure of staring into all day, pointed out to me that my pain was in my heart chakra. That had not occurred to me, but she was right. I told her, "Yes, that makes perfect sense. I have a lifetime of heart-break that I need to heal. I need to heal my heart." I was not thinking of anything specific when those words came out, I just knew I had had a lifetime of heart-break. I had been having an issue with my second rib on the left side getting out of alignment, which literally crosses over the heart. It protects the heart. It had been bothersome for a few months. I knew it had to do with my heart chakra and my literal heart that had carried so much pain in my life. I never considered the back side of my heart chakra as having any issues, but of course, the chakra encompasses that entire area of the body.<br />
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As I was holding the positions during the workshop, I would breathe through the pain in my back. I would focus my mind on the music that was playing, or on the mantra I was chanting, my breathing, or even on the pain itself. My mind would move from one of these to the other as I tried my hardest not to drop the position. They say that if you can stay with it and keep going, you can pass through the pain. The pain <i>will</i> pass and you will have broken through your block. I had never been able to do that in any of my Kundalini Yoga classes. I would always get to a point of intense muscular pain and have to stop, recover for a few seconds and then start again. I could never just breathe through it and experience the pain passing as my teacher kept telling us would happen. Until yesterday! The pain would arise, I would breathe through it and literally feel it disappear. This would not happen rapidly and for most of the time I did experience the pain, but there were several times when it did go away completely. And then it would come back. Perhaps more layers of it were coming to the surface as one cleared out. I knew that this muscular pain was really emotional pain that was stored in the body. I knew that if I could move through it, I would be releasing something, I just didn't know what.<br />
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Nothing came up for me during the workshop, or last night. Then, today I was on the phone with a friend. Her father recently passed away and she has been spending time with her mother. She told me of the closeness, bonding and fun they had been having together. She was telling her mother how grateful she is to have a loving mother like her. She explained to her mother what had happened when my father passed away and I was suffering from severe adrenal fatigue. I was living with my mother as I had come home to take care of my dying father. Then, I collapsed into bed for 6 months, extremely ill, fighting for my life. My mother was verbally and emotionally abusive to me the whole time, regularly yelling at me to go live on the street while I lay in bed sick. My mother has Narcissistic Personality Disorder and was abusive my whole life. I stopped talking to her 5 years ago. When my friend told this to her mother, her mother cried out of compassion for me, saying how she felt so sorry for me. This is a woman I don't know. When I heard this, I started sobbing. It hit directly into my heart pain. For this mother-figure to feel compassion for me and to express emotion, crying for me, was something that I had never felt growing up. True caring from a "mother". This was the catalyst that sent me into sobbing and realizing what that heart chakra pain in my back was. This was it - my grief of not having a loving mother in this life. I cried and cried. I cried until my head hurt. There was a lot of pain in there. Waves of grief would come up throughout the day and I would cry some more. I was literally tapping into the little girl I had been while growing up, who never expressed her sadness. <br />
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I almost <i>never </i>cried as a child. In addition to having an emotionally abusive mother, I also had a completely emotionally-unavailable father. I suppose the environment at home when I was a kid did not allow for the expression of emotion. I remember when a friend of mine died when I was 10, I was stunned and sad, but unable to cry. I was jealous of my friend who cried for 2 hours when she heard the news. I knew that was an important release, but was not able to tap into my emotions to cry. I remember so many times when it would have been natural to cry and I just didn't. I didn't cry at 10 when my dog died right in front of my house. I went to look at her laying there on the grass after having been hit by a car and I felt numb. When I was at my grandfather's funeral when I was 10 (yeah, 10 was kind of a big year!), my cousin, who was crying a lot, got angry and yelled at my brother, sister and I, because none of us were crying. She said that we would never see him again and how could we not be crying? I noticed then that none of us were able to feel or express our emotions in any real or tangible way. I remember being envious of her, too, being able to openly express her emotions and cry. I knew that was healthy and that my siblings and I were repressing our emotions and unable to access them to release them. It must not have been safe for us to cry or express ourselves at home. My mother was very volatile and angry a lot of the time. I think she just scared us into silence. I silenced my voice, my power and my emotions. None of those had any validity in my home. I held in my emotions my entire childhood and into my late twenties. I started crying in my late twenties. I am very grateful that I was able to get to that point of healing - crying is healing, because it is a release. All of this to say that I had lots of emotional pain held in my body and mind. <br />
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The interesting thing is that my back muscles are not sore today at all. One would think that because those muscles were burning with pain during the yoga, they would be sore today, but it is just the opposite. They feel completely free and loose. It was not physical exertion that caused that pain, it was emotional pain stored in there that caused it. The release of the energy was what allowed it to come to the surface as grief and tears. It is a blessing and a deep healing.<br />
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This past week I had dreams two nights in a row, which are related to all of this. In the first one, there was a young girl who was lost and separated from her mother. Both the mother and daughter were sad, fearful, and in a state of total desperation that they had been separated and could not find each other. I found the girl and reunited her with her mother. When I brought the two together, they were so relieved and overjoyed to have found each other once again. I empathically felt their fear and desperation of having been separated and simultaneously their relief of being reunited. I cried as I was feeling both of their emotions. I was also happy to be able to help them find each other.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">When I woke up, I understood the deeper meaning of the larger picture at play - the cosmic playing out of the Divine Feminine (the Divine Mother) having been overpowered by the corrupted/hijacked masculine and the lost, fearful child (humanity) suffering from the loss of the Mother. </span>There is a rejoicing in this reunion! <span class="Apple-style-span">Their reunion in my dream is a good sign of progress as we are now in the time of the reclamation of the Divine Feminine on planet Earth. It is the healed Divine Masculine that brought them together again and the ability to do so represents that the Divine Masculine really has healed. We are now in The Age of Aquarius and we are reclaiming and resurrecting the Divine Feminine as well as the Divine Masculine energies on this planet.</span><br />
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The next night, I had another poignant and related dream. In this dream I was at my mother's house, the home where I grew up. My mother and I were in the kitchen and I was turning over some food that was on the stove.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She yelled
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herself while doing it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> I told her to</span> ask herself
why she treats me like a piece of shit.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She did it. In doing this I had hoped she would be able to see clearly how she was acting and not continue to do it from an unconscious repeating pattern as she had always done. I think she could see the reality of her behavior when she did it in front of the mirror. (unconscious destructive patterns becoming conscious of themselves)<br />
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Then, we went into the family room and I yelled at her
telling her I hated her. I yelled, "I hate you! I HATE you! I really Hate you!" She sat down next to me on the couch. This was totally out of character as she would normally react and go into a rage at me, not come closer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My sister was in the room, observing – it was as if I were
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she didn’t have to do it, because I was doing it all.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She was working on some art on a big poster board on the floor (representing the silent child).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Masaru Emoto (author of <i>Messages from Water and the Universe</i> and other books on the vibrational affects of words and thoughts on water molecules) was coming over and I suggested that she draw some water droplets with words inside, like love, harmony, etc. There was some message here within the dream about how words affect those around us (i.e, my mothers angry words toward me). </div>
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Continuing to speak strongly at my mother, I told her that she never once complimented me my
entire life, she always undermined me and criticized me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I told her that she came from a family of
fighters, that she, her sisters, mother and aunt all fought, but I am not like that.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> I shouted, "</span>I AM HERE FOR WORLD SERVICE, FOR LOVE, PEACE, COMPASSION, HEALING, AND LIGHT!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I AM HERE TO SERVE HUMANITY! YOU ARE HERE TO FIGHT AND I AM NOT THAT! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT AND WANT NO PART OF IT! THAT IS YOUR THING BUT NOT MINE!"<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She realized I was right and said, "I want to change."<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Oh. My. God.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>First. Time. Ever. </div>
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Then in the dream I was on a boat and near the shore. I dove in and swam to shore.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had to go into a changing room to get out of my wet bathing
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their wallets and purses out of the room thinking that they would surely go running after them.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was a challenege.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> There was a lot </span>of yelling on my part and total resistance on theirs. This dream was about taking back my power, using my voice, and claiming my space and sovereignty. I believe that those people in the business suits represented the corrupted power elite on the planet (hijacked Masculine) who have no regard for humanity. I knew that their wallets and purses were their most prized possessions and that throwing them out of the room would get their attention.</div>
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I always say that I cannot see my mother seeing the light in this lifetime. The fact that she said she wanted to change in this dream felt like a sign that the Divine Feminine is reclaiming her power and healing. I was obviously reclaiming both my masculine and feminine aspects of myself in these dreams and marrying the two.</div>
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When the release of my grief came up today, there was a heart-opening, which allowed more love and gratitude to flow from me. I already had so much love and gratitude in my heart before this, but by releasing the sadness and the hurt inner-child, even more space opened up inside me to hold more light and love. I know that I chose my mother to be my mother in this life and I am not a victim. I simply held on to my emotional pain so long and now I am releasing it. There is no blame here. I am filled with gratitude for all of my journey and even for having this mother, because I am who I am, a being of light and love, who is here to be that, radiate that and uplift humanity. I have walked the path of so many and people can relate to my struggles. I can be a lighthouse to help show the way to peace, love, forgiveness and healing. </div>
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A few months ago, my friend's mother died. Later that week, I was thinking about this loving woman and what a wonderful mother she was to my friend and her sister. I had slept over at their house so many times as a pre-teen and teenager and I really got to see this loving and affectionate mother interact with her two daughters. This type of interaction was foreign to me, but I silently admired it and felt some heart-pain watching it, since it was nothing I knew in my life at home with my own mother. God, my inner child has probably been craving this mother-love my whole life and I just didn't know how to place it. Anyway, as I was thinking about this woman, suddenly she appeared as a HUGE light-being in the sky reaching her hand down to me and showering me with more mother's love than I have ever felt in my life! I sobbed and sobbed as my body and heart took in this deeply penetrating love that was just overwhelming. It felt like in that moment I was being fed with the mother's love I had missed out on my entire life. And it was coming from a high, divine source through this woman. It was powerfully healing. She did it one more time that week and again I was fed by her love, the love of the Divine Mother. It was intense. My entire body heated up - it was a strong energetic experience. I was so filled with gratitude that this woman saw me and gave me what I so needed. I could really feel a mother's love for once. I felt less alone on this planet.</div>
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There have been so many karmically healing events leading up to this time that have prepared me for this moment of releasing my broken-hearted pain, healing the soul relationship with my mother, healing my inner-child, and the feminine and masculine aspects of myself. I can see how the many dots are connected in the tapestry of my life. I am opening up more and more to my life mission and stepping out more and more into the world in service. This is more of my preparatory work - healing all aspects of the self. I thank the Creator for this wild and bumpy ride! </div>
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When my son was seven years old, he told me that he had two pre-conception memories. In one of them he told me that I was asking him when he wanted to be born. He says that I gave him several choices of birth-dates spanning over a few months. He says he remembers looking at a calendar and choosing the date of his birthday. This confirms that he was not yet in the womb because of the span of months for the choices. So, we were both communicating this at the level of the soul. <br />
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The other pre-conception memory that my son had was a vision of being in the home we lived in after he was born. We moved into that home when he was 2 months old. In his vision he was on the couch in the living room with his father and he was about 3 or 4 years old. It was a disturbing vision with his father doing something painful to his fingernail. This was an important vision for my son to have before coming into this life. He was given specific messages of aspects of his relationship with his father of which he needed to be aware. These issues have already arisen in his relationship with his father with the fingernail incident only being symbolic. Without going into too much detail, basically it's important for my son to be able to stand up to his father and use his voice. It was an important impression for him to see as a soul being born to this father so that he could understand some of the challenges he would face.<br />
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This is the first time I have heard of pre-conception memories in the conscious state and I find it fascinating. I know that there is extensive planning of our lifetimes from my work with clients doing Life Between Lives Hypnotherapy, but this is not something we usually remember from being on the other side. </div>
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I am writing about a topic I have never read about anywhere, except for in the book, <i>Anna, Grandmother of Jesus</i>, by Claire Heartsong. In it, Anna describes the light conception of Jesus. Light conception is also known as immaculate conception. Now, you get the picture.<div>
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It was the spring of 2004. I had been married for almost one year. I didn't think too much about having a baby leading up to this time. I wanted to have children, but figured it would happen eventually. I really didn't give it much thought. Then suddenly, the strongest feeling of <i>I have to have a baby right now! </i>came over me. The feeling was intense. I told my then husband, now ex. At the time he was 28 years old and I was 32. He said he was young and not ready. I understood his feeling, but the feeling I had was like an unstoppable tsunami and there was nothing I could do about it. I told him I was going to have a baby. I just had to. I was on the pill at the time. I stopped taking it and attempted to conceive at ovulation for two months. Nothing happened. </div>
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When I had a follow up session with the doctor, he told me that my baby had brought in special spiritual help and I had been completely healed. He told me I could stop taking my thyroid medication. Normally, when on thyroid medication, a woman must increase her dosage while pregnant. In my case, I went completely off of my medication due to this miraculous healing brought on by my son in my womb! I never went back on that medication as my healing was complete. Whatever was wrong with my uterus had also been completely healed according to this doctor. Phew. I knew it was ok now to be pregnant.</div>
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My entire pregnancy was amazing. I never felt ill from the pregnancy for one moment and I was ecstatic the entire time. I felt wonderfully alive. I was so happy my son was coming and I already loved him so much. I was in total bliss the whole time. Looking back I can see that it must have been his good energy which contributed to my feeling so great. What a glorious time being pregnant with him was!</div>
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I always wondered how in the world I got pregnant. It didn't make any sense. Then one day, a few years after my son was born, I was at a workshop with a couple who does spiritual teaching and intuitive readings. They were talking about light conception (immaculate conception) from some ancient times in Egypt. I had not heard of this before, but it dawned on me then that perhaps this was what had happened with me. I shyly raised my hand and told them my feeling about my son possibly being light conceived. The man responded to me and said that he felt that it was true. More recently I have received another confirmation by a highly accurate intuitive that yes, my son was light conceived and that many babies with the newer and higher frequencies are coming in this way. I guess we can throw what we thought to be true about conception out the window! </div>
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Am I saying that my husband at the time was not necessary? No, I am not. It is very obvious that my son has 50% of his father's genes. Do I understand how this works? No, not at all. But I cannot deny my experience and my inner knowing. Since I hear that I am not the only one, I want to hear more stories. Where are the other light conceived babies? I am sure most people are not aware if their children are born this way, which is fine. Ultimately, it does not matter, but I think it's an interesting topic.</div>
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I know that it was my son's soul calling to me, telling me he was coming when I felt that overwhelming, unstoppable urge to have a baby. I know that he was coming no matter what. I know that I was being prepared for his arrival. I know that I received special divine healing when he came into my womb. </div>
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After our son was born, his father said that he could not remember his life before Skyler. He said that his life did not begin until his son was born. So, in the end, even though he said he was not ready to have a baby, he was filled with joy by having this beautiful, bright light enter our world.</div>
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-21947968934420833992013-10-19T16:57:00.001-07:002013-10-19T18:51:35.316-07:00Clearing Trauma and Physical Pain with Hypnosis<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I have been a hypnotherapist for 9 years and although I have had some hypnosis for myself, none of those sessions were as intense as the one I had just yesterday. I just finished my Master Hypnotherapist training this week and we did sessions with each other as part of our class requirements. Yesterday in class I experienced a profoundly healing hypnosis session. I had wanted to find the root cause of left ear pain that I had had on and off for the past 15 or 20 years. I really had no idea how long I had had the pain, or when, or how it had started.<br />
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I know that hypnotherapy is excellent for finding the root cause of physical problems in the body and for releasing trauma. Just by visiting the originating stressor while under hypnosis, the trauma and physical symptoms can be released from the body. I have done so many sessions over the years in which clients have released emotional and physical pain and trauma from their bodies, minds and souls. These traumas can be from this current lifetime or from other lifetimes. So, I had seen much releasing and removal of emotional and physical pain and had heard of the great improvements in the lives of my clients since releasing all of that. And now I had the chance to go through that in my own session and it was very powerful.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">When my fellow classmate guided me back to the origin of the ear pain, I could first feel lots of pressure in my head and a growing sense of a strong emotion with some pressure in my chest, although I still did not know what event I was coming upon. I could feel the physical reaction of my body before my mind knew where I was going. That was interesting. Then I arrived at the origin. It was 19 years ago when I was in Portugal visiting my then boyfriend, who lived there at the time. It was the middle of the night and I was sleeping alone in a bedroom at his apartment that he shared with an elderly woman. My boyfriend was not home. He worked for a weekly newspaper and once a week, on the night before the paper was published, he worked overnight. The elderly woman in the apartment was the owner of the newspaper's mother, my boyfriend's boss. So, there I was sleeping when the woman came into my room yelling, "Fogo! Fogo!" Fogo is fire in Portuguese. I slowly woke up remembering her words and wondering if it was really true, or a dream, while at the same time I started to smell smoke. I got out of bed, not fully aware of what was happening yet and asked her if she really did say fire. She was on the phone, hysterical, and said that YES there was a fire. I ran back into my bedroom and opened the huge wooden windows that opened like two doors with a latch in the middle. Immediately, thick, black smoke blew into my face, flooding the room and I couldn't breathe. I quickly closed the windows and ran to the other side of the apartment and opened the windows on that side. The same thing happened. Thick, black smoke flew in. I knew the fire was beneath us. I thought I might die that way. I did not want to imagine what it would be like to be burned to death.</span><br />
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I could hear that the fire trucks had come and could hear the fire fighters outside. I could not understand why no one was coming to save us. It was frustrating. When I had opened the window that faced the street, I could not call out even for one second. There was too much thick, black smoke rushing in making it impossible to breathe.<span class="Apple-style-span"> How would we get out? I knew we could not escape from the windows. I had to find another way out.</span><br />
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I ran back to my room and put on my clothes, got my passport and purse with my wallet in it. I knew that being in a foreign country and trying to get home without my passport or money would be horrible, so I grabbed them. I was in complete and total fear and yet I had my wits about me. I was in survival mode. I was also aware that I was wasting time by putting on my clothes, but I did not want to go out in public wearing my pajamas and no bra (dumb, I know!). I think I instinctively knew I had enough time to do that. At the same time I was having thoughts of my parents being angry at me for going to a foreign country and dying there. I didn't think about them being sad, but instead only felt that they would be angry at me, which is interesting. I went to the door of the apartment to open it. It was locked from the inside and you had to open it with a key. My hand was shaking so much that it was hard to get the key into the keyhole. Finally, I got the door unlocked. Meanwhile the woman was still on the phone hysterical. She had called her son, the owner of the newspaper and he called the fire department. Then, she was back on the phone with her son. All I remember was her being hysterical on the phone, not wanting to leave the apartment, but I knew I had to find a way out for us. <br />
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So, I got into the hallway. We were on the second floor and the staircase was pitch dark. You could not see your hand in front of your face. I did not know where the light was and didn't waste much time feeling around for it. I had to go down the staircase in total darkness. The stairs were unusually wide, so I had to feel my way down with my hands along the wall or bannister and I had to inch my feet along each step, feeling my way to the edge of each step and stepping down. Making my way down this staircase in the pitch dark was a slow and scary process, especially since I was trying to escape to safety as fast as I could. And yet, here I was slowly inching my way down a staircase in the dark. I got to the bottom and realized that there was no fire in the staircase and that we could escape safely. I had to go back up to save the woman. I inched my way back up the stairs, still in the pitch dark and yelled at the woman to COME NOW! "There is no fire in the staircase! Let's go!" I yelled at her in Portuguese and convinced her to come with me. She hung up the phone and came. She knew where the light was and turned it on for us to go down the stairs. What a huge relief I had that there was light and I could see my way down the stairs! Running down those stairs, my legs shaking uncontrollably, I knew I was going to live!<br />
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We got outside and no one noticed us. It was as if we were invisible. There was a huge crowd of people watching. The firemen were working hard to get all the cars out from the underground parking garage. This apartment was on top of a gas station. The fire fighters were worried that if the fire got to the gas tanks, there would be huge explosions of fire and the cars would start exploding as well. Their main concern was to prevent the fire from getting to the gas tanks and cars. I can understand that. Their handling that part of it, could have saved my life because the fire did get close to the gas tanks. However, isn't the fire fighters first job to rescue the people? Yes, it is. It did not even occur to them that there were people upstairs. The woman and I were the only ones and that was the only apartment up there. The lights were on though and no one even bothered to look up and see that there were people up there that needed rescuing. All these thoughts were going through my mind. In complete disbelief that we were not even seen coming out of the building, I made my way through the crowd and walked across the street. I stood watching all the action in complete shock. I think at that moment all that fear that had come up within me got stored - encapsulated in the cells and muscles of my body - and I went into shock. I was alive. That was what I was feeling now. I got out.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">It occurred to me that my boyfriend would hear of the fire at work and be so scared as he rushed home to see his apartment building on fire, realizing that I was in there. I felt his fear. </span>As an empath, it's what we do. <span class="Apple-style-span">I went into a desperate feeling of hoping I would see him right away as he came down the street to alleviate his fear. My worry and fear turned to him. So, I stood there waiting for him, watching for him. He made his way through the crowd, saw me, ran to me, and we hugged. It was like a scene from a movie. We were both so relieved to see each other. "You're alive, you're ok." "I'm alive, I'm ok." Our hearts pounding as we embraced. We were deeply in love.</span><br />
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It just so happened that we were standing in front of a 5-star hotel and they told us that we could sleep there that night for free. What a godsend. There was no way we could sleep in the apartment that night. I don't think I even slept that night. I was still in shock. <br />
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Can you guess what was on the front page of the paper the next day? Yep. Remember that was the owner of the newspaper's mother up there with me. He wrote a full-page article blasting the "dumb" fire fighters for not rescuing the people, including his mother. There was some justice in that. Just having some recognition that we were completely forgotten felt right to me.<br />
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So, when my subconscious mind led me to that event under hypnosis, I was surprised that this was the origin of my ear pain. As I was reliving it, I momentarily felt the piercing pain in my ear, but I also felt so many other things. I cried and cried. I relived each moment of this event again and again. In hypnosis there is a method of guiding a client through a traumatic event over and over again. Each time there is less emotional charge and the scene is visited repeatedly until there is no more emotion left. I had to go through that scene so many times and there was still so much emotional release each time. My body was also releasing the fear that had been stored in it all those years. It trembled and the muscles spasmed and vibrated. I could feel it all over my body in specific places, my jaw, my solar plexus, my lower back and my legs. I felt pain and pressure in my head. I had stored the stress in so many places in my body. I needed to tremble and shake a lot to get it all out of my body. I had stored the emotional trauma, too. I had no idea it was in there. No idea at all. <br />
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When animals undergo stress or the fight or flight response, they shake, tremble, jump or run around to allow the stress hormones like cortisol and adrenaline to finish their course through their body to be fully released. When I stepped outside and realized that I was safe, I prematurely interrupted this process. My body stopped shaking and trembling. There obviously was so much more releasing of the stress hormones that was needed. I was 22 years old then. One thing that is interesting is that I developed severe adrenal fatigue later on in my 20s. I wonder if this accumulation of adrenaline and cortisol contributed to my illness just a few years later? There is a link at the bottom of this post, which discusses this topic in more depth.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">I described each thought I had in my description of this event on purpose, to illustrate that when going through a traumatic event, it is not only the emotions that are stored in the body-mind-soul, but also the thoughts that we are having at the time. Who knows how these things affect us years later? I still don't know how the releasing of this traumatic event will shift me and my world. It's only been one day. I do know that I have no pain in my left ear. I feel that I have released a lot of tension from my body. I know I released fear that I didn't even know I had. I don't know why I had stored the trauma in my left ear. Was it because I didn't want to hear what I was hearing (</span>Fire! Fire!) <span class="Apple-style-span">in my sleep? Did that trauma go into my ear and stay there? Was it from the tension in my jaw? I don't know all the answers. Our bodies absorb things and we hold onto them until we release them. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">I have so many stories of my client's healings from undergoing hypnosis and going back to the origin of their pains and traumas. Their stories are dramatic and their symptoms are relieved. Now I know from my own experience how intense it is! I felt like I had been hit by a truck last night and I was exhausted. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">I love hypnosis, because it is so easy to get to the root of problems and it is such a fast method to clear them out. One session of hypnosis is equal to 10 talk therapy sessions according to research, but in my own practice, my clients have told me that one session has been more effective than 10 or 20 years of therapy. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">Below is a link to some information about how trauma affects the body and how animals respond. We can learn a lot from them. It is important to feel each trauma to its completion - allowing the body to shake and tremble until it naturally stops and if we are frozen into shock, to find a way (hypnosis for example) to go back to the event to shake it out. </span><br />
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<a href="http://stpresskit.files.wordpress.com/2008/08/how-trauma-affects-the-body.pdf">http://stpresskit.files.wordpress.com/2008/08/how-trauma-affects-the-body.pdf</a><br />
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-79553181384846030772013-03-25T19:52:00.000-07:002013-03-25T19:53:05.711-07:00My Jesus Stories: Part 2<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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In approximately 2008, I had a profound dream. In the dream, my Spirit Guide came to me. He sat down next to me and said very seriously, "You are Jesus." I shook my head and looked at him in disbelief and said, "No." He repeated, "Yes, you are Jesus." I put my head down into my hands covering my face and in my knowing that this was true, said to myself, "This (knowing) cannot be about ego." And that was the end of the dream.<br />
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The next morning I was having a gathering of people at my house for spiritual discussion. One of my friends surprised me by coming early. When I opened the door, she handed me a gift. It was a book called, "The Third Jesus." Wow, it felt like confirmation of my dream.<br />
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I took me a little while to process that dream. I mean, I knew I wasn't really Jesus and didn't think I was actually him in another lifetime, so what did it mean? First, I realized that I was a healer, a teacher and a way-shower, so in that sense, it made sense - I was on the same path as Jesus, similar to him in ways. Then, I realized that what my Spirit Guide probably meant was that I have Christ Consciousness. The second coming of Christ on this planet is not the return of Jesus, the man. It is the return of Christ Consciousness embodied in many people around the world who anchor and spread this vibration throughout the planet. I know I embody this ( I AM this) and spread this vibration through me.<br />
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During my intense struggles in 2012, I used to say that I was being crucified. I was a high-vibrational being, living in truth, being a healer, being love and yet I was being torn down by many people. It felt like I was walking in similar footsteps as Jesus. I had to speak my truth and hold forgiveness in my heart no matter what. So, I suppose my dream was helping to prepare me for coming days, I just didn't know it at the time.<br />
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I am not totally sure why I had that dream or what it meant, but it was a profound (and very surprising!) experience. It was a very personal experience that I don't share with many people...until now by writing it here. I am doing this openly because perhaps more people have had experiences like this, but because of fear of seeming like one has a big ego or what other people may think, they hide their experiences. My purpose in writing about these experiences is to open up that platform - to help others feel comfortable in sharing their own profound spiritual experiences. Perhaps if someone reads this and also has had a profound spiritual experience that they have kept secret, they may feel liberated enough to tell someone about it knowing that there are others who have had similar experiences. Once I started telling a select few people about my experiences, they started telling me that they had had similar "Jesus experiences". So, go and tell your stories! And, I will keep telling mine.</div>
Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-15084413025436287062013-03-23T19:03:00.001-07:002013-07-06T12:06:10.428-07:00My Jesus Stories: Part 1<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I used to be agnostic and vocal about my not believing in Jesus. I would tell people that all those stories about Jesus and everything that was written in the bible were just that: stories. None of it was true, I would say. <br />
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In 2005 or 2006, I was talking to a medical intuitive on the phone. This man is an amazing medical intuitive with incredible accuracy. I knew this to be true as he would tell me about my medical situations with complete accuracy. During this one phone call, he told me that Mother Mary was watching over me. I was surprised. I did not believe in her either. BUT, because everything this man told me was true, I had to question my beliefs. If Mother Mary was real, then Jesus was real, too. So, this is how I started to consider that there really was a Jesus and Mary. I was not completely convinced, but my mind was now open to the possibility.<br />
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My spiritual journey unfolded rapidly in those days with new awarenesses flowing in on a regular basis.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">Fast forward to 2007. During a dream, which was not really a dream, but a real spiritual experience I had one night, I was at my spiritual teacher's home. I was lying on a massage table with my friends around me and we were doing </span>spiritual healing <span class="Apple-style-span">work together. Suddenly, my body arched up and mostly off the table because a huge Being of Light entered my body. I was now out of my body while this Light Being was in my body, but I still had body consciousness, so I could feel the essence of who it was and still feel my body completely, even though I was also aware of my consciousness being outside of my body during that time. Then after a little while, my body fell back down onto the table when this Light Being left my body and I re-entered my body completely. I looked over at my spiritual teacher and said, "That was a Grand Master." She knowingly nodded her head. I said, "That was Jesus." She nodded her head and smiled. She knew.</span><br />
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A few weeks later, I was on the phone with this same spiritual teacher. I asked her what that experience was about. She told me that the Masters sometimes pulse their vibrations into our bodies so that we can attune ourselves to that vibration. Wow. I was very grateful to Jesus for coming (in)to me in that way. For sure my doubts about him being real were completely gone. I suppose first-hand experience is what I needed to believe. And, I do believe. In fact, I don't just believe in Jesus, I love him.</div>
Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-41721294654955716922013-03-23T16:37:00.002-07:002013-03-25T17:48:03.960-07:00Kundalini Yoga and Me: Part 2<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Kundalini Yoga kicks your butt. <br />
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It's not just that your muscles get tired and sore from doing it. It stirs up emotions and uncovers what is held deep within your unconscious and subconscious mind in order for those buried emotions to be dealt with and released. <br />
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That explains why several people in my KY Teacher Training were crying during our weekend-long class and others said they cried after class. I did not cry. Instead, I felt euphoric, elated, high-vibing, and had waves of love pouring through me after each class. I really felt incredible.<br />
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Until Monday.<br />
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Then, I was irritable, down and lonely. This lasted for two weeks. A friend pointed out to me that ever since I started my Kundalini Yoga Teacher Training, I had not been myself emotionally. I had also realized this correlation, so I went online and did a quick search to see if there was a relationship between negative emotional release and Kundalini Yoga. This is how I found out that yes, indeed, there is. It stirs up your "stuff".<br />
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What is interesting is that in our last class, our instructor showed us a video of Yogi Bhajan, who brought KY to the US from India. In the video he talks about how as children we are taught to use the potty - "to contain our shit". We are taught from a very young age that "we must put our shit into a container and contain it". He says this yoga helps us to release it.<br />
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Luckily, I have had years of experience working on my stuff. I don't find that I have any major issues left to deal with (that I am aware of at least) - just life as it comes up in the present moment, which we all have to deal with until we leave this place. So, I feel pretty clear in my mental and emotional bodies. However, I still had this underlying irritability and discontent that came up after doing that weekend-long training, so it did bring up whatever residual stuff was in there. It mostly had to do with my present-life situation - I felt like I wanted to look at every aspect of my current life and fix all of it right away. Not a bad thing at all.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span">Another friend pointed out that I was being triggered in my core issue. With that realization and knowing, I felt an empowerment surge through me in that instant and I knew that I could and would overcome it. In that instant it was healed and it was effortless. This feels like a miracle. I attribute </span>this rapid transformation to the<span class="Apple-style-span"> practicing of Kundalini Yoga. </span><br />
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That night, exactly two weeks after that first weekend training and those two weeks of feeling down, I had a pooping dream. (sorry to be so graphic!) I filled the whole toilet in that dream. The next morning, I woke up as a new person! I was myself again and I felt great! I didn't even have to "work through" my stuff. Just one dream and I was done with it. Amazing! What I am finding so fascinating about this yoga is that it does seem to bring up what lies deep in the subconscious for clearing, but at least in my case, it seems that the clearing is automatic. It just clears away without thought or processing. I am astounded by the rapidity with which the shifts take place.<br />
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I feel lucky that I am doing this training after having worked through most of my stuff way before I started it so that I can enjoy the higher-vibrational benefits of it immediately. It's not that I am perfect. It's that having been on the spiritual and healing path for many years, I know the difference between who I was when I started on that path and who I am now. I see the people around me going into emotional breakdowns and I understand what they are going through. It is not a bad thing that Kundalini Yoga stirs up and clears out your crap - it's a good thing and a great way to do it. It's also good for people to know that this can happen. I read that people tend to run away from doing this yoga once this emotional clearing starts to happen, so I think it's good for people to know about this ahead of time. I actually got a little worried myself and wondered if doing it was a bad thing, since I felt so bad after the weekend training. However, learning about the tendency for emotional releasing from this practice has brought me relief. Since then I have done more KY workshops and classes and I have benefited from the high vibrations that move through me as a result. There is a softness within me and a deeper peace. <br />
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So, yes, this yoga kicks your butt in many ways, but in good ways. And the journey continues....<br />
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Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-55208904775537054192013-02-23T17:54:00.001-08:002013-02-23T17:54:57.853-08:00Kundalini Yoga and Me<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
About five or 6 years ago I fell in love with this song and the singer who sings it, Snatam Kaur.<br />
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Little did I know at the time that she was probably the most famous singer in the world of Kundalini Yoga music. I didn't even know there was such a thing as Kundalini Yoga music. In June 2011, I went to see Snatam Kaur perform live in Washington, DC. It was Divine. She embodies divinity and her voice is angelic, like crystal. As I was walking out of the concert, I picked up a postcard for an event called Sat Nam Fest, a Kundalini Yoga and Music retreat. Since I loved the music of Snatam Kaur so much, I decided I would attend this 3-day event in the mountains of Pennsylvania that coming fall. There were going to be many more musical artists performing all weekend and I knew I would love it.<br />
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Fast forward to Sat Nam Fest in September 2011. This was my first time ever doing Kundalini Yoga. Within the first few seconds of starting the yoga practice at this festival, a voice inside my head said, "I am going to teach this." I replied to that voice in my head and said, "<i>I don't even know what</i> <i><b>this</b></i> <i>is</i>."<br />
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And so the story goes....you cannot ignore the voice inside your head. You know the one that is not really coming from the human you, but it's your soul talking to you. It's not like I hear that voice everyday, so when it talks, I listen.<br />
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In a long twist of chaotic life that happened after that festival in the fall of 2011, I ended up postponing my training for over one year. In fact, I even dropped the whole notion of doing it due to fears that had arisen. It's not the yoga itself that brought up the fear, there are other factors involved. Instead of amplifying and magnifying those things, I am choosing not to go into those details, which literally have nothing to do with me. Instead, I want to amplify and magnify how Kundalini Yoga makes me feel. It makes me feel good! I tried to make the idea of doing this training go away, but somehow it came back into my awareness and I am being strongly guided to move forward with it. Not even having done much of this yoga myself, I still feel that becoming a teacher is part of my path in this life.<br />
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So, in 6 days I begin my 9-month long Kundalini Yoga Teacher Training. I have a feeling it will be demanding on many levels and I welcome that. Why bother coming to a life on Earth if we are not going to learn, grow and push ourselves to our limits? I am ready.<br />
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Kundalini Yoga is the yoga of awareness. It doesn't resemble other styles of yoga much at all; it is very different. From Wikipedia:<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19px;"><b>Kundalini yoga</b> (<a class="mw-redirect" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sanskrit_language" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-image: none; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; color: #0645ad; text-decoration: none;" title="Sanskrit language">Sanskrit</a>: <span lang="sa" xml:lang="sa">कुण्डलिनी</span>, <span class="Unicode" style="text-decoration: none; white-space: normal;" title="International Alphabet of Sanskrit Transliteration">kuṇḍalinī</span> = '"coiled" + <span lang="inc" xml:lang="inc"><a class="extiw" href="http://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/%E0%A4%AF%E0%A5%8B%E0%A4%97" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-image: none; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; color: #3366bb; text-decoration: none;" title="wikt:योग">योग</a></span>, <i><span class="Unicode" style="text-decoration: none; white-space: normal;" title="International Alphabet of Sanskrit Transliteration">yoga</span></i> = "to yoke") is a physical, mental and spiritual discipline for developing strength, awareness, character, and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Consciousness" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-image: none; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; color: #0645ad; text-decoration: none;" title="Consciousness">consciousness</a>. Practitioners call Kundalini Yoga <i>the yoga of awareness</i> because it focuses on the expansion of sensory awareness and intuition in order to raise individual consciousness and merge it with the Infinite consciousness of God. As a form of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yoga" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-image: none; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; color: #0645ad; text-decoration: none;" title="Yoga">yoga</a> and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Meditation" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-image: none; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; color: #0645ad; text-decoration: none;" title="Meditation">meditation</a>, Kundalini's purpose is to cultivate the creative spiritual potential of a human to uphold values, speak truth, and focus on the compassion and consciousness needed to serve and heal others.</span><br />
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One of my favorite things about it is the chanting and music. Chanting changes the vibration in your body. The music and words are devotional. This yoga is devotional. I like that. Connecting with God through the body, mind and soul is what this is about and when I am doing Kundalini Yoga, it feels like I am coming home to myself.<br />
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I just got home from a 3-hour Kundalini Yoga workshop with Snatam Kaur. Driving home, I felt amazing. The world looked brighter, my body felt more vibrant, alive and aligned, and my energy was higher and more radiant. I look forward to experiencing more of these amazing feelings as I begin this training in a few days. I look forward to coming home to myself and my body each time I practice. I look forward to sharing with others this coming home to the self and home to the God within when I start teaching. I am blessed. </div>
Stephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13388541970194638127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1664011308773226743.post-87129830684213688922012-12-22T20:58:00.003-08:002012-12-22T20:58:55.518-08:00I Felt Like I Was Going to Die<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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My car accident was on
Monday, December 10<sup>th</sup>, 2012.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>For a few weeks leading up to this event I felt like I was going to die
and cross over to the other side.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I even told a friend that I felt like I was going to die.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I told her that I didn’t want to,
because I didn’t want to leave Skyler here without me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am all he has.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He says he does not like his dad and
never wants to see him, so I would never want to leave him here without
me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That was a big fear of
mine.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, this feeling that I
was going to die soon was strong.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Souls on the other side were
reaching out to me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My father kept
on coming to me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I would ask him
telepathically why he kept coming into my field and he would just be so happy
and celebratory as if I were coming to join him soon. Others I have known and
loved who are on the other side were coming into my awareness, too.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I was also having spontaneous
life reviews coming up in my mind from time to time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That’s a hard thing to explain.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">On the day of the accident I
had seen a client for a Life Between Lives Hypnotherapy session.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She is a soul who is here to help
people cross over to the other side.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>It was shown to her that that was the reason she came here and has done
it many, many times with loved ones.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>After the session was over and I was leaving my office I wondered if she
also came into my life at that moment, because I was about to cross over and
she was helping my soul with that transition in some way.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had been so touched by her and felt
so much love and honor for what she came here to do.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I felt a connection with her at that level.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My feeling of wondering if she came to
me at that time was one more unusual feeling in this string of feelings that
were coming to me along these lines for weeks.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Then that afternoon, the
accident happened.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It immediately
felt like an exit point.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Even
Skyler screamed, “Did you die?!”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
wonder if he had also been feeling the possibility of my leaving soon?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We, as souls, put into place several
exit points along the way in our lives.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>These are predetermined times when we can leave this planet and cross
over.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Our souls decide if we are
going to keep on going in this lifetime or if we are going to leave at that
exit point.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know I have had a
few exit points in this life already.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>My soul has chosen to stay.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Now that I have stayed this time again, my life is on a new path.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Choosing to stay at an exit
point shifts the soul contract in a way because there are new alignments, new
choices and new experiences from that point forward.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is quite a shift for the soul.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These new things have already shown up in my life and my
life seems to be taking a new direction.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>All of it feels like an upgrade.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I brought in a new soul fragment at the time of the impact and am
integrating that new piece of me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>More of me is here now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It
feels good.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am healing from my
brain injury and am working on healing my body as well.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I will be writing about that journey
one day soon I am sure.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know I
will be sticking around here for a while longer, so I know I have more time to
write.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That feels good.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am excited about the new
opportunities, energies and people that have come into my life since the car crash.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It all feels divinely orchestrated and
I feel so incredibly blessed.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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