Saturday, December 22, 2012

I Felt Like I Was Going to Die

My car accident was on Monday, December 10th, 2012.  For a few weeks leading up to this event I felt like I was going to die and cross over to the other side.  I even told a friend that I felt like I was going to die.  I told her that I didn’t want to, because I didn’t want to leave Skyler here without me.  I am all he has.  He says he does not like his dad and never wants to see him, so I would never want to leave him here without me.  That was a big fear of mine.  However, this feeling that I was going to die soon was strong. 

Souls on the other side were reaching out to me.  My father kept on coming to me.  I would ask him telepathically why he kept coming into my field and he would just be so happy and celebratory as if I were coming to join him soon. Others I have known and loved who are on the other side were coming into my awareness, too. 

I was also having spontaneous life reviews coming up in my mind from time to time.  That’s a hard thing to explain.  

On the day of the accident I had seen a client for a Life Between Lives Hypnotherapy session.  She is a soul who is here to help people cross over to the other side.  It was shown to her that that was the reason she came here and has done it many, many times with loved ones.  After the session was over and I was leaving my office I wondered if she also came into my life at that moment, because I was about to cross over and she was helping my soul with that transition in some way.  I had been so touched by her and felt so much love and honor for what she came here to do.  I felt a connection with her at that level.  My feeling of wondering if she came to me at that time was one more unusual feeling in this string of feelings that were coming to me along these lines for weeks.

Then that afternoon, the accident happened.  It immediately felt like an exit point.  Even Skyler screamed, “Did you die?!”  I wonder if he had also been feeling the possibility of my leaving soon?  We, as souls, put into place several exit points along the way in our lives.  These are predetermined times when we can leave this planet and cross over.  Our souls decide if we are going to keep on going in this lifetime or if we are going to leave at that exit point.  I know I have had a few exit points in this life already.  My soul has chosen to stay.  Now that I have stayed this time again, my life is on a new path. 

Choosing to stay at an exit point shifts the soul contract in a way because there are new alignments, new choices and new experiences from that point forward.  It is quite a shift for the soul.  These new things have already shown up in my life and my life seems to be taking a new direction.  All of it feels like an upgrade.  I brought in a new soul fragment at the time of the impact and am integrating that new piece of me.  More of me is here now.  It feels good.  I am healing from my brain injury and am working on healing my body as well.  I will be writing about that journey one day soon I am sure.  I know I will be sticking around here for a while longer, so I know I have more time to write.  That feels good.  I am excited about the new opportunities, energies and people that have come into my life since the car crash.  It all feels divinely orchestrated and I feel so incredibly blessed.  

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